Nostalgic Evening

Nostalgia makes you sometime sad, sometime happy, sometime makes you feel how blessed you are and sometime the opposite. Some nostalgia are so good that it makes you smile right then and there and some makes you embarrassed. I love getting nostalgia. Sometime it reminds about the continuity of life and time.

Those little kids, playing without any worry, not knowing what life is going to be, just like once I was. I saw a kid running and then he fell hitting a rock. He looked at me. I didn't know what to do. I smiled, he too.

It is getting more beautiful, harder. Everything is okay or at least it seems it's okay.

After that I saw three child with their cycle and two of them fell on sand. I thought I should ask them if they were hurt or not. But thought not necessary. So dumb I am.

I went on.

Stopped on the spot where I spent most of my outside this year.

I went on.

Then I saw an old man whom I usually see. The sun, the color of the sun made me to remember the evening of previous year. I was then heading towards the village and saw those three kids again. I thought now I should ask them. Failed again. I smiled a little. How dumb I am.

After some time, I saw some people whom I wanted to see. After that, some people was walking with me (we were not together, they were just beside me). And again I saw one people from that group doing something that is not normal for that type of person to do. One of people who was walking with me, said something funny, that person laughed, I laughed, they laughed.

An old friend came and told to race with him in walking. I lost. He said, "hie hie", probably, not sure.