What's preventing you from becoming what you want, do what you like. Multiple things. Some are good, some bad, some must be followed.
One of the main thing and in some way the most interesting thing that prevents you is you. Many of problems come from thinking too much about something. Worrying about future a lot will make you distress.
We have to be free. We have to live the current moment. Not worrying about future. It doesn't mean we don't work hard to make our future better.
What's is your profession? Really, are you a doctor, engineer, farmer, carpenter, driver? is that all you want to be? I don't think so. For me, my profession is whatever I want. At different time I'm software engineer, ai researcher, shepherd, farmer, biker, nobody. It's my choice. But why will you believe me? You don't have to. I don't require anybody to acknowledge that I'm good at doing multiple things. It's me who really decides what I want.
Think about it.